WHAT THE FUCk jUST HAPPPEND
i got home and i wanted to take a quick nap but only woke up 6h later?!?!
I'm pretty unhappy with the lynch since I feel like I could've prevented it??? I had pretty strong feelings about Sammie being town after getting her gift and I thought I had driven the point across with my last post but APPARENTLY NOT :-( sorry sammie I have failed you...
I also feel like the reasons to vote her (basically, "she can produce guns") was really weak and was pressed hard? Sammie seemed to be playing as she always usually plays as town, too, being very open about her role as soon as it became relevant, and she could apparently produce very powerful items... idk I just feel iffy about it and I'm sorry I wasn't able to do something to prevent it.
Luxaria wrote:The thing that sticks out more to me is this sequence:
1. Lucas says he does not expect to live any longer after claiming.
2. N1 rollover happens, Lucas was jailed, Sammiya claims giving him a thing.
3. Lucas then says again he does not expect to live much longer, but acknowledges Sammiya's gift.
4. Sammiya hopes it helps protect him via some hiding effect (I think she said this then).
5. Lucas then says he thinks he'll survive another night, now confirming the item.
This is very reflective of my train of thought since d1, which went p much like this:
1. Lucas claims in order to save his fukken life.
2. N1, Lucas thinks "I HAVE A HUGE TARGET ON MY BACK GOODBYE SWEET, CRUEL WORLD"
3. N1 rollover happens, I'm protected and I get a gift.
4. Lucas thinks about how to act moving forward and realizes that the current circumstances will allow for him to live through at least one more night phase unharmed.
5. Lucas realizes that there's two ways that he can keep himself alive for at least one more night phase.
So yeah, I kind of changed my tone but a lot of it is trying to strategize as openly as possible while still being vague enough to be able to play psychological games with the mafia. This is not how I would normally act if I hadn't been put into a position where I absolutely had to claim on D1, and tbh I'm not sure I've ever approached a mafia game in this way? Fwiw, I feel like this approach HAS made my night time discussion suffer because I'm rly scared of giving mafia any clues about what I might do since, y'know, I'm the fukken doctor and
distroction has proven that I'm the world's shittiest doctor.
[distroction ptsd sweating]