Note: I am too tired to use genered pronouns. Sorry.
So, I did my bachelor in philosophy, and I was taught that an argument is only a strong as the strongest rebuttal it can overcome. Therefore, a sound argument anticipates and defeats its strongest rebuttals as part of said argument. When I made my 1000+ post, I included the best rebuttals I could produce to my arguments, and then made counterarguments to those rebuttals. I figured this would save us a lot of time.
I think this has confused some people, since its not the format you're used to. Ninfia told me that in Mafia you really want people to engage with you as much as possible, because that's when people will slip up and reveal themselves. By anticipating and refuting counterarguments before they happen, I am actually depriving myself of a great source of information.
Something else that I think may have been missed by some people, is that I spent about half of that post attacking myself.
Frankly, I was tired of being attacked over trivia, and wanted anyone serious about attacking to me actually make substantial arguments.
Essentially, I loaded a gun with Duckshot and left in on the table. I was very curious to see who would pick it up.
That person, it turned out, would be Cur3.
Before that post of Cur3's I thought people were wrong about Cur3 being Mafia, but didn't have any evidence to my gut feeling. I thought the evidence against them was to flimsy and circumstantial to to justify voting against them. I didn't say anything because I figured they were still likely to be lynched, and if they did flip Maf, I didn't want the mark of speaking in their defense against me.
But the fervor of Cur3's attack on me, and the lack of substance of said attack, has shifted my opinion somewhat. I still do not consider the evidence against them to be very strong, but I've yet to see stronger evidence presented against anyone else.
Now, regarding Cur3's post. The vast majority of it simply reiterates what I have said, without adding anything new, or accuses me of things that I had admitted to doing. He claims to have asked me millions of questions, yet I am not seeing many. I will break down the ones I can find. Cur3, if you could collect any questions I miss, I would be happy to address them.
Overdefending- Spoiler:
T3t wrote:
I'm the one that said you were over-defending. Incidentally enough you posting a several thousand word post talking about how you have a NEED to defend yourself in every capacity is not a very great way to make me think you're not doing exactly that.
I apologize. I appear to have failed to make it clear that I have no defense against claims that I am, by your standards, over-defending.
I do not refute that by the standards of this community, I am likely over-defending.
What I am doing is drawing a line in the sand and saying this is my standard of defending. For me, this is normal. Town or Mafia, I will defend myself thusly. When I am shown to be Town, in future games, you will look back at me in this game and remember that my normal defending is another person's over-defending.
Some had said that I am dangerous because you don't know me. This is me; know me.
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T3t wrote:
It's impressive in the capacity that, if we're playing a numbers game here, a vast majority in terms of percentage of the posts you've made with any sort of speculation or decision making has just opted to go with exactly what Kiyo said. You haven't really done anything this game in terms of making a choice that has been you thinking for yourself.
Considerable words have been spent arguing that I just do whatever Kiyoko does without my own independent thought, and that this is a mafia target.
To cut off the claims that I have been contradicting myself, I do not believe I ever claimed detachment from or indifference to Kiyoko. I never hid my respect for her, or my belief that keeping her alive is one of our best hopes in this game, which is why I have been dealing with these accusations for days.
The specific things I have denied are:
- I said Multiple Times that I would do what Kiyoko does. I have given evidence that I only said it once, and my accusers have failed to refute this proof, yet still maintain their claim.
- That I have always done what Kiyoko has done. Again, see the Day 1 lynch, were I swung the vote away from Kiyoko's candidate. My accusers also refuse to acknowledged this fact.
- That I have been hanging exclusively on Kiyoko's every word and deed, and not paying attention to anyone else. And I did not quite tackle this one properly before. I had not realized it, but it appears that I have exclusively cited Kiyoko's speculation, and no one else's. And while I cannot prove that I have read and considered everyone else's posts, I can show two other times that I did respond to a player other than Kiyoko/Cure/Cur3, thus showing my attention to her has not been exclusive.
First, I will give an example of when I did not follow Kiyoko's lead and an example of when Kiyoko followed my lead, tell an amusing anecdote my accusers won't believe, and then I will show that even if I were following Kiyoko exclusively, it would not be likely to make me Mafia.
Acting Against Kiyoko's LeadI have pointed out several times that on Day 1, I voted different from Kiyoko, and in doing so broke the tie and had the (Mafia) candidate she didn't vote for lynched. It seems some parties find this too inconvenient to remember.
On only vote were there were enough vote diversity to garner useful information, I voted differently than Kiyoko. To claim that I was being a lacky of Kiyoko in any of the other votes is weak evidence, considering the votes on AEIOU and Dranbahl were almost unanimous. If you claim those votes as evidence against me, you would need to claim them against nearly everyone else as in the game as well. I am sorry to repeat this point multiple times in one post, however it appears that people don't notice the first time I say something, so hopefully the third time is the charm.
Kiyoko Following my LeadI introduced the idea of passing to safe numbers. I drew the wrong conclusions initially with that idea, but I introduced the concept of doing so. Once I had been shown my initial conclusions were wrong by Ezzelin, I proved that we had a mathematically better chance of hitting a spiker if we passed to safe numbers. Kiyoko, and most of you, have since proceeded to vote for safe numbers. In this way, you have all been following my lead, and my original contribution.
Amusing AnnecdoteIf you all recall, what incited this whole discussion was that I thought Cure said it was suspicious that I missed one of Kiyoko's posts, in which she said that #9 wasn't safe to pass to. I couldn't find this post, and much fuss was made.
I have since been directed to this post, and funnily enough, I had seen it, read it, and dismissed it as speculation with insufficient proof to act on. It didn't come to mind since I thought Cure meant that Kiyoko had followed up on this concept, and offered a more solid reasoning for her claim that she was spiker and #9 was not safe.
So this whole thing was not caused by me missing one of her posts, but by
dismissing one of her posts as not being compelling.
Of course, I can't prove this, however I don't have to. Because no matter how much my prides wants me to argue to the contrary, it actually strengthens my claim to be Town for me to be attached to Kiyoko's will.
Following Kiyoko's Lead Does not Mafia MakeI can't find the post or who said it, but someone mentioned earlier that if I were Mafia, I would have been less likely to attach myself to Kiyoko, because I would have the guidance of the four mafia members to guide and mentor me. I would be making fewer mistakes, because I would have more guidance. My behavior is more likely to be the normal behavior of any new member of a community to depend on a respected veteran member for guidance with I get my footing.
That, to me, seems a better explanation than I have been resolutely sticking to a strategy that has been pointed out days ago is an obvious one, has been the keystone of arguments against people, and one on which basis (by your own admission, Cur3) someone was lynched.
Arguments Based on MisunderstandingsThere are a few times when T3t appears to have misunderstood the facts of the situation, or my intent. These quotes and responses will hopefully clarify matters for you.
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T3t wrote: Entelechy wrote:
Basically, you are accusing me of human error. I clearly missed a few posts, that is not a fact in contention. It would be pure error, a failure to keep up with a thread that gets about a hundred posts a day.
That is exactly what you are being accused of. It is fact that to err is human. Incidentally enough, mafia make errors too. And from our viewpoint, it is a pretty good guess to assume you lied and didn't keep your story straight over the fact you missed gigantic points from the one person you're following to the grave. The simplest explanation is often the truth and that, to me, is the simplest explanation.
You seem to have confused Cure's claim about me for something I claimed about myself. Cure is the one who claims that I would follow Kiyoko to the grave, and I am the one who claims I do not, although I do admit that I have drawn heavily form her anylsis in forming my own opinions. Perhaps that is what is confusing you?
So me missing a post actually weakens the claim that I blindly follow Kiyoko, and strengthens my claim that I do not. Which I have already shown repeatedly, anyway.
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T3t wrote:
Additionally, if you're hanging off of what Kiyo said so much, and establishing her as the playcaller. I am a little astounded that you managed to quote and cite sources of everything that Kiyo has said, but then also specifically pass to the number Kiyo said not to pass to on the pretext of "Oops didn't read that part."
Just a quick note that I cited every time I listed everything I said about Kiyoko, not everything Kiyoko said. The later feat would be far more impressive, and had I pulled it off I would be demanding a metal. That confusion invalidates this section of the argument, which I have already addressed multiple times, anyway.
Also, once again, it is Cure who claims I hang onto everything Kiyoko says; I claim otherwise, as previously discussed.
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T3t wrote:
Yes, we're going to come at you with questions after you make an over one thousand word post talking about nothing but how innocent you are.
You appear to have misinterpreted the intention of my post. The content of that thousand word post was about the most effective ways to attack me, and to stop mucking around with small petty accusations.
What that post actually was about metatexually was asserting myself in the game, overcoming my fear of speaking my mind, and establishing that I will defend myself excessively, even when innocent.
Given the repose you made to it, the responses I have made since, and this response, I believe I have accomplished both those aims.
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T3t wrote:
You yourself know you have said things that are incredibly suspicious and have admitted as such. Stop being offended long enough to acknowledge the fact you are part of this game too and when you make mistakes (the same ones you just admitted to), they look suspicious.
These two sentences seem to contradict each other. The first one says that I have admitted to acting suspicious, and the second part claims I refuse to admit look suspicious.
If it helps at all, here are two instances of me acknowledging my errors look suspicious in the post you were responding to:
This looks particularly bad because it was ezzelin who pointed out my errors, and he was the next night kill.
So I think I've really just increased my chance of getting lynched with this post, and hurt the town's odds of winning by increasing the odds of the town wasting a lynch on me.
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T3t wrote:
I hope you understand this is a vanilla game literally everything we have in any capacity is 'best guess given what we've been told'. There is no solid proof of anything.
You are mistaken. If someone claims that I said something multiple times, and then I search all my posts and made an index showing I said that thing only once, I have shown solid proof that their claim is false.
Likewise, if someone claims something is impossible, and I show an instance of it having occurred, I have offered solid proof discrediting their statement.
Loading the Duckshot- Spoiler:
T3t wrote:
But more importantly don't you think it's a little bit backwards to ask someone to come at you with proof of your mistakes and then you yourself say only a few sentences later that you made mistakes, that they look bad because a now dead townie thought they were suspicious, and just expect us to move past that without question.
Not at all. It seemed like Cure (or rather the Cure/Cur3 amalgam in my brain) did not have anything meaningful to come at me with, so I was providing material for you to do so with. I made a deliberate choice to help people attack me, which is why I said: "So, Cure, next time you feel [like] posting that I'm scummy, I would recommend you look at my posts 112 and 115[...]"
And then proceeded to describe exactly why it makes me look bad.
And clearly I did not expect you to move past that without question because I said "So please, if you want to attack me [over] something, attack me over something reasonable, like this." But I can see how I might have confused someone, since I had made a typo (that "[over]" said "other" in the original post).
Interestingly, you did, indeed, move right past that without asking me any questions or, apparently, even fact checking what I said.
When I said "This looks particularly bad because it was ezzelin who pointed out my errors, and he was the next night kill," I did not mention that ezzelin also said:
"I don't like going after new players right off the bat, and I'd like to give entelechy a chance to explain their thought process"Later, they questioned my math again,
and I respondedThis apparently satisfied ezzelin, although they did not respond to me directly,
,because they later agreed with my conclusions.The then posted this breakdown of who they were suspicious of.
In this final assessment, they rank me least likely to be mafia among all the people they found suspicious, their main grudge against me was that I didn't show my math initially (but I did when asked), and they signed off saying they were willing to give me the benefit of the doubt.
I would also like to note that I have not posted math since ezzelin was knocked out. If I had been targeting him to keep him from pointing out my errors, I would have probably continued to do the thing I was theoretically trying to stop him from catching me doing. The fact that I didn't post any math-statistics since undermines my supposed motive for targeting them.
All that aside, it is very unlikely that ezzelin was the intended target, from what we know now. The top two people on their list of people they would vote for have both been confirmed down. I imagine the mafia would have wanted to keep players highly suspicious of other townsfolk in the game, and the ball went astray.
Suggesting we Pass to OurselvesI already addressed this here.If my answer is not to your satisfaction, let me know. Don't say I never addressed it.
Melodramatic About Wanting Confirmed Town to LiveWelcome to me.
Miscellaneous- Spoiler:
T3t wrote:
You should know, mafia or not. That kind of post you just made just shot you up to the top of my suspicion list behind dran and high seraph.
I expected it would have this effect on someone, or at least someone would claim to have this effect on them.
Once again:
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Entelechy wrote:So I think I've really just increased my chance of getting lynched with this post, and hurt the town's odds of winning by increasing the odds of the town wasting a lynch on me.
I would like to ask everyone if you are Mafia. Could everyone claiming to not be Mafia please take a moment to say they aren't? It may seem silly, but I would appreciate it.
I am Town, I am not Mafia.
Three Thousand Words. Five AM.