Well that took longer than expected.
Sleep well Katze! ;u; I am going to try and make a nice meaty post for everyone to sink their teeth into!
anywho as I've been backreading I--
Luxaria wrote: It's also more that right now, Ninfia is exercising extreme caution and concern, and she tends to do this until she does her whole "it me" reads post around N2/D3.
I,,,
I feel called out.
regardless, shall we get down to business? I'd like to once again apologize for my absence. I worked a couple really weird shifts and I wasn't getting the emails to my phone about the game updating, so it flew out of my mind! I unsubcribed and resubscribed to email notifications for the thread and that seems to have fixed it. I appreciate the patience! Another thing to note about my activity in general is I don't work the same job I used to, and thus have significantly less time to dedicated to mafia than previously. I've stated this in the last couple games but I just want to continue to be transparent about that. I literally cannot be as active as I used to be, but boy I sure will try, I guess. I'd also like to point out that regardless of my alignment last game (which was mafia, granted) I was also extremely ill and that effected my performance more than anything else. hopefully this post will rest some minds at ease because my brain is no longer sick and I'm gonna try and help town, damn it.
This game has so many more guns than I'm used to, is this truly what america is like? scary.
I'm in kind of a unique position right now from a speculation perspective. I keep seeing spots where I would have commented and kicking myself for not checking in sooner. I almost feel like a replacement player with the catch up.
Luxaria - Lux is always a bit of an enigma to me. She is at once helpful and distracting in different ways. Lux drives speculation like no one else. She is excellent and trying to get the town to work together and provide plans (even if sometimes those plans don't bear fruit because people are fickle). She also tends to dominate conversations and sometimes that obscures other players a bit for me because i spend a lot of time picking apart her posts. Its a double edged sword that is usually good. I generally trust lux thus far but her reaction to Katze's probing on D2 leave a bit of a sour taste in my mouth. I need to mull things over rn.
Mr. Gerbear - I'm wary of gerry. I understand he is on vacation but at this point in time his activity has made it hard for me to get a read on him. I hope he'll be able to pop in tonight with more THOUGHTS. please be bear-ful if you're going around any more canyons, grand or otherwise.
Aeiou - I think aeiou has posted some decent, discussion driven spec and hasn't pinged my radar. tbh, I think she's been very reasonable so far, but I think I need to reread some posts before I get a definitive read.
ezzelin - I think ezz has provided some decent insight, and nothing has really made my ears perk up either way at this point. I think pressing a gun into someone's hands to see what they do is a good use of the mechanic of the game itself, even if it has seemed to lead two people to point guns at me. plz guys.
Mr. Alice - blaire is blaire. I don't have a scummy feel from her and I think her have been in line with regular blaire posts.
Tiki The Troll [x] - I hope Tiki feels better soon. I can relate to being sick and trying to play mafia. Regardless, plz don't shoot me. at least don't you AND lux shoot me, I'm just a human bean. I think he's read town to me so far, based on his reactions! His and ezz's exchange felt very towny to me.
Ninfia -
it meRasei - Her defensiveness early on is interesting to me. I don't think I've seen her get to that point so early in a game before, so I'm wondering if Real Life might have influenced some frustration? if thats the case im sorry rasei hugs for u. Regardless, I could kind of see dran and rasei having a semi-confrontation in thread in order to distance themselves from each other while they each do their own respective jams. Rasei is on my "maybe would lynch but don't want to give a gun to" list. I agree with the assessment that her reactions felt genuine on d1 but were also jarring. not 100% sure where I stand on rasei.
katze - I'm currently leaning town on katze for now. like alca said earlier in thread, Katze doesn't seem especially likely to go in on lux the way they did over the spec from day 1. The spectacle draws a lot of attention. on the flipside, if I were to wifom, that conversation was a lot of clarification and I'm not sure that to drove the discussion as much as much as gave katze a clear presence. At this point, I'm willing to look at more damning targets for examination because they've been helpful in general imo, and have been pushing people to speculate in order to help town. (looks into mirror for a long time. looks away from the mirror. weeps into a lilac scented handkerchief.)
regardless, during day two where katze points to lux, I can kind of relate to lux's defense. there is a certain point where I also kinda go "well, a maf said he trusted me. hm." I can see where Katze is coming from because their post prodded at lux in a way I had sort of been wondering about also and got an interesting response. however, I can see where Katze is coming from also, just because of who lux is as a player, I think. hngh. I need to think some more and its already 3:52 am so I'll probably sleep on it.
anyway, some general spec:
Alca's death was so rude omg but also I am just so delighted by the flavour of this game. I wrote up a whole paragraph of thoughts re: two nights with no nk then scrolled down and went "oh". backspace.
man I have no idea what to make of dran claiming I felt town to him. I was a little flattered because I hadn't thought I'd posted anything super substantial, but in relation to his flip perhaps he was hoping to associate himself with a town player (me) should I meet my untimely demise (at his hands) so when I flipped he could be like "wow I defended a town player yay" (wow dylan I thought we were friends). I'm going to reread dran's posts I think and try and parse meaning.
I think one thing to consider going forward is that if the mafia does switch to nk-ing people who have a killproof still, we should carefully examine those targets. I think it would be a good mafia strategy to nk one of their own if they're reasonably sure a gun isn't pointed at them and have a snake in the grass who could participate in furture votes, get a randomly distributed gun, and act silently. I think votes are going to have to be carefully considered when it comes to previously NK'd people.
Speaking of votes, I appreciate the control we've had so far over the guns, and I worry about that control going forward. as we start cutting down killproofs with more guns, votes are going to get randomized while we hunt for members of the mafia. we cannot rely on guns being our main scum hunting tool. this is a goddamn democracy. We kill bears with votes like real (north) americans and also the other people from not north america here. I think as the ratio dwindles we need to be extremely careful about town on town misfires. I say this as a previous town vig who has fuckin' whiffed on kills before. late game guns may do better in their holsters. We've gotten very lucky so far.
that being said, I have no fucking clue who the two current guns should shoot. I'm happy to take a bullet if only to take me out of the gun receiving running because that's a lot of pressure, however I also think ezz' point about seeing what people do with guns in their hands is very telling for secondary lynches.
I guess basically what I'm saying is I will sleep on it and think about it since this post is massive at this point in time, it's like 4 in the mornign and i don't know if anything I've said so far makes sense.